Hey /org/ just wanting to get some opinions. Been with my gf for quite a long time, but our sexual drives and interests are different. I'd like it at least 1-3 times a days but she'd prefer 1/week to week and a half. She is sadly also a dead lay and doesn't take very much initiative. Still love her, but got fed up after 2 years and got into a fwb situation with a divorced bbw MILF.
MILF is really amazing, she moves great, is fixed and one day said fuck it, pulled off my condom and ever since then fucked without one. Introduced me to bareback and creampies, pierced nipples and is all round amazing and hot. My gf doens't do kiegle exercises for some reason, and I never came from a blowjob with her cause she only blows for about 20sec before she gets "tired".
So, my question is, Should I keep seeing the MILF or should I stop?
1) MILF sexually gratifies me and we help each other out on that part, safe and no STDs.
2) Can't ask gf to gimme a break and seek others for a bit, i'm her first and she is my first. It would break her heart
3) I still love her, there's no question there.
This is strictly should I keep seeing MILF for a while or stop that right now cause i'm an asshole cheating bastard and bla bla bla?