anlatan güzel bir şarkı
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BXPWFlloF4
Once again life is killing me
This time I know there's no way back
Left alone, abandoned
Without any chance in tomorrow
You're gone forever
As I try to find a reason for this
Endlessly wondering why
You burned away all I was living for
Remembrances are all I still own of you
As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused
Flashes of our past passing before my eyes
Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you
Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles
Trying to push away the need to harm myself
I feel is growing deep inside of me
I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin
Loneliness arises from the past
I will not bear this torment longer
As I try to sleep to heal this madness
But this bed now seems to be like my tomb
Now I know it's all too late to save me
I keep on dreaming of past years
I can't feel that warmth anymore
You turned my existence in a terminal disease
I know all I once called life ends today
As you disappear forever, flying far away
All emotions inside of me are dead and gone
I can't stand this silence, but now I'm alone
I'm alone
Where have you gone when I needed you?
Never again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YA-TLekogvk
forgotten tomb xd hz. ayşe öldükten sonra bunu dinlerdi cesedini sikerken;
I drown in the sadness of your eyes,
Behind them the knowing.
My every touch turns to ash,
My every word fades to silence...
No saviour in the beat of your heart
From this curse that drags me down.
Suffocating veil of misery,
The foreshadow of my demise.
The warmth of a thousand suns, drawn away
And fade before my eyes.
The Inevitable End, I always knew would be...
The truth you could always see.
Once again cast unto the dark,
To the coldest night and misery's dawn,
But with it, I shall depart
And feel your warmth once more... ayşe...